12Th House Stellium

Goodbye trouble... Good Riddance to you... Goodbye heartache... There's No more hope here for you. I forgot where I left the bullets I promised myself from the start stop my mind from thinking thoughts And remembering memories, Memories that I wish I could segregate From my heart. Stealing more than my spirit, growing ugly under my skin, you've become a bad taste in my mouth, Roots that linger in too deep.. but your time here has grown thin. Goodbye trouble... Good Riddance to you... Goodbye heartache... There's No more hope here for you. -C.M.

Solitude is my refuge... My one and only home, Everybody here misses me... When im gone too long. I put my mask on well, But it only stays awhile, People make me tired, Weary is my smile. I wish I could be here forever, Wrapped in my little cup, But I miss my poison potion, My poison is my luck. He makes me feel like something, Makes me alive somewhat, Then pull the rug under my feet, When he thinks Iv had enough. Here's to my solitude, Who knows me very well, Know i will come running back, For in her comfort, I dwell. -C.M.

 The monsters in your closet don't live there anymore.... They lie in your bed, In your clothes, in your drawers, They live in your head.... They're devouring you whole... When you look in the mirror... Do you recognize who stares back? There aren't anymore tears, Was your heart ever that black? Shuting your windows, Wishing ghosts come back to play, Shutting your heart, Never let night become day, Masquerade in your memories, In darkness awake your sin, Like an old movie over and over, No end... no beginning. -C.M.