12Th House Stellium

Empty spaces, dismal faces, My heart in my throat my mind races, Sleepless nights can't contain my fright, Piercing deep this darkened light, Tear the walls, these flooded halls, Drowning in these hopeless calls, Tomorrow is near, hope will bear Fearless hearts don't a shed tear.  -C.M.

I thought emotions were a tragedy, The worst happens when you bury them into expectations of someone else, they crash and burn, like making that swerve into the wrong lane,  it's coming towards you and you know you should do something, but those moments before the bang are calm,   in slow motion, you let yourself go. then the jolt hits and you're lying there.. wondering... barely alive, but breathing... you are just breathing... Youth and the need to be dramatic are like the horizon and the dawn, it passes and eventually you shall see that emotions are not to be used on anyone, it's there for you to feel what having the sky under your skin feels like, it's there for you to experience how the music of life can make your soul dance, it's the fuel that burns within you, burns to be let out into passionate floods of inspiration. -C.M. (Experience Is The Best Teacher-Proverb )

I like to look deep into the night, Listen to the sound of stars falling, I am alone, Only in solitude do I see you clearly, In fact, we all seem to be broken in places, sometimes we find the things that can heal the ones we see, like music, or art, or nature or poetry, then there are people who come along, and surely enough, they touch you deep like the way only the moonlight can touch the sea they mend the holes in your soul and before you know it, you realize they made you whole again, you are re-birthed re-birthed from the kindness and love they willfully give nothing so beautiful as that.  -C.M.

She was water, she quenched his thirsty soul, filled the cracks under his skin, he healed in her stillness. "Our entanglement is not merely from fate alone, I chose you, I looked into your eyes and I saw your brokenness. I saw how much you needed to come alive again. You chose me, You touched my soul and felt me worthy enough to heal your brokenness. To make you whole again" -C.M

There are days I stare out the window, and a romantic notion takes over my soul, I think, If I cannot do for you the kindess I wish, Then I shall bestow the, love, the peace and goodwill unto those less deserving, I think maybe doing it with you in mind, the universe will feel my plight, and pity my tragic disposition and get all that was ment for you to you somehow, I hope she does, I hope through someone else, if not me, that you will receive what was ment for you.  -C.M.

Moments upon moments, hours upon hours, days upon days, you never leave my mind, you have captured me, I dance into the night, I dance with the sound of your name on my lips, My eyes closed my heart leads the way following the tune of your soul, I cast unto the wind a whisper of your name, and I hope she carries my voice, that you may hear my song song I sing for only you. - C.M

I don't just want your bed of roses embrace, I don't just want your honey sweet words, Don't give me just your sunny smiles, Nothing in this is perfection, I want to live with you where love and hate collides I want to merge into your darkness, and feel the wrath of your lonely tears. Only the moon knows why she loves the darkness of the night, Only the waves knows why he will become a horrid tempest for her...

Between you and I rumpled sheets flow, bodies merge together ... breathtakingly slow, handfuls of your hair through my finger run, passion so deep, jealous are the moon and the sun, blood on fire, darkest desire, drink long from sweet lips, grasp hard to hungry hips, a tickle a trickle a song to admire.. -C.M